Tuesday, August 10, 2010

aq mcm mayat x bnywa aq g skul....
aq jaln but in my head aq engt syg aq...
aq bljr,aq tgk ckgu but fkran aq tah k mane........
aq jato kn bku...
aq amik bku tp sbnrnye aq kesat air mte aq y "ngde2" kua...

in my school..
joe..ko np nges??
mate ko sembam je..
ko nges cz peah,dania,eyqa wat ko cm ni k?
c budaq wani tye..
aq skdar mngguk..
dlm aty aq "nsb bek aq ad alasn cz nges cmue ni..hope dyowg caye la"..
umm....

then..
aq msok claz aq diam..
then din tye..
ish..
ko nges ea??
xbek la dania wat ko cmni...
xpe2..
pngkid lawan skinhead...
wow!!
bez dude...
aq mpu snyum je..
then shahdn dtg...
tp aq blah..
dyer trik tgn aq...
syg nges cz pa k??
aq ckp x..
then aq peG..
aq x ase nk ckp dgn sape2...
then eyqa,peah,dania ckp psal kfc...
n wat huru hara kt clas..
aq bngit...
then aq tgah bdri pas2 eyqa lnggar aq...
aq spontn marh dyer..
woi!!bute k ape?
xnmpak org?
pas2 aq g blah...
aq trun g toilet..
aq nges.......
nbila trik aq tye psal prob geng ktaorg...
aq cte...
but air mte ag jato...
aq tncion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then wanie sound dania...
ko mlot cm cibai...
then dyowg anggp aq kutok dyowg...
dyowg truz pulau kn aq...
aq x kesa...
lntak dyowg..
law nk kwn,kwn..
tp law x nk dh...
cm gni k kwn??
cyer sgt kat eyqa..
cmpai dyowg xnk gqaq aq explain ap...
lntak dyowg la....
aq x plukn dyowg.........

aq blik umah...
aq nges engt ap y aq wat kat eby...
aq nk kptsan dr dyer,..
aq dh try tdo..
tp xleyh..
aq col dyer,,
n hrap dyer ad kptsnnyer..
tp dyer xd..
sore 2 aq wndu cgt...
aq wndu dyer..
im cry again..
aq bnci nges..
cz aq wase bnde 2 lemah...
tp memg aq x snggop nk trime cmue ni...
aq mggigil ag...
aq kwal..
aq ngmok kt blik smbil air mte aq kua...................................

aq x cnter aen...
aq cnter eby...
cnter eby sowg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hnye dyer lam idup aq..
tp aq adew k lam idup dyer?
aq wjud ag k lam idup dyer..
aq tbring...
air mte aq kua laju jew...
hmmmmmmm....
aq snyum..\
memg ptot aq kne mcm nie..

aq bngon...
aq amik bju y eby kc,...
aq tgk pic eby..
sayu aq mse 2...
aq cium pic eby...
ktew still bsme k syg?
law aq kt dpn dyer..
aq snggop mryu...
aq nk dyer tme aq alek..
gve me scnd chance............
aq x nk wat ag...

kejmnyer aq wat dyer mcm ni...
np aq musnh kn cmue y aq bna dgn dyer...
knp aq ni??
aq ni cpl dyer..
tp tgmak aq wat dyer mcm 2...
mne aq lettk ksetiaan dyer lam dri aq/...
aq sdar k x slme ni dyer tman aq...
dyer jge aq...
evrythng prfect..
but aen???
dyer juz maen kn aq...
lemhkn aq dgn air mte dyer...
aq ponk kalah...
aq pcye...
tp cmue 2 pnipu...........
aq bia dyer maen kn aq..
cmpai bnde ni blaku..........

in that night...
she accept me again...
tp aq tao dyer x mgkin lpe sgle y aq wat kat dye..
memg prit tok trme...
msih ad cnte tok aq k lam dri dyer..
dyer tme aq tp aq wase dyer lyn aq cm kwn..
nothng special...
tp aq diam...
aq tme..
aq tme p dyer nk hkum aq...
asalkn dyer tme aq..
wlaupn dyer nk ad cpl laen o nk wat bnde y sme kat aq...
aq try tme..
tahla...
dyer akn blas k mcm y aq wat kat dyer?
staon lbey ag k...
tahla...

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