di pagi ary~

di pagi yg ndah nie..

aku ad exm nt kol 9! haha

tp aku stdy dlm 2jam..

yg lain mce tok fb n on9!!

giler! haha

aku tgk post2 lame lam blog nie td..

ummm.

teringt tntg aen...

gurl yg hmpir musnah an hbgn aku!

tp..

alhamdullilah....

aku n kekasih aty aku berjye kawal sume tuh..

kami da kembali epy!

:)

now! aku da nk mandi..

nt nk stdy!

hihihi..

omg!!

aku tkot la...

sbbnyer!

aku xstdy!!!!!!

shittttttttttttt!!!

ape nk jadi ngn aku nie???!!!!

omg!!!

hahahah..

papa!!

mama syg papa cgt2!!!

i love u so much syg!!!

mama hnyer tok papa oke..

papa..

jgn gatai2 ag oke??

:P

papa..

awk kene blaja elok2!!

ckp nk dkat ngn mama???

:P

p/s~ iesya hnyer tok joe,joe hnyer tok iesya!!

ingt!!

sape nk joe,mai r gado! hahaha

mood nga engal sbb tkot nk exam!

_iesya miryana_

testing2......

aq mcm mayat x bnywa aq g skul....
aq jaln but in my head aq engt syg aq...
aq bljr,aq tgk ckgu but fkran aq tah k mane........
aq jato kn bku...
aq amik bku tp sbnrnye aq kesat air mte aq y "ngde2" kua...

in my school..
joe..ko np nges??
mate ko sembam je..
ko nges cz peah,dania,eyqa wat ko cm ni k?
c budaq wani tye..
aq skdar mngguk..
dlm aty aq "nsb bek aq ad alasn cz nges cmue ni..hope dyowg caye la"..
umm....

then..
aq msok claz aq diam..
then din tye..
ish..
ko nges ea??
xbek la dania wat ko cmni...
xpe2..
pngkid lawan skinhead...
wow!!
bez dude...
aq mpu snyum je..
then shahdn dtg...
tp aq blah..
dyer trik tgn aq...
syg nges cz pa k??
aq ckp x..
then aq peG..
aq x ase nk ckp dgn sape2...
then eyqa,peah,dania ckp psal kfc...
n wat huru hara kt clas..
aq bngit...
then aq tgah bdri pas2 eyqa lnggar aq...
aq spontn marh dyer..
woi!!bute k ape?
xnmpak org?
pas2 aq g blah...
aq trun g toilet..
aq nges.......
nbila trik aq tye psal prob geng ktaorg...
aq cte...
but air mte ag jato...
aq tncion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then wanie sound dania...
ko mlot cm cibai...
then dyowg anggp aq kutok dyowg...
dyowg truz pulau kn aq...
aq x kesa...
lntak dyowg..
law nk kwn,kwn..
tp law x nk dh...
cm gni k kwn??
cyer sgt kat eyqa..
cmpai dyowg xnk gqaq aq explain ap...
lntak dyowg la....
aq x plukn dyowg.........

aq blik umah...
aq nges engt ap y aq wat kat eby...
aq nk kptsan dr dyer,..
aq dh try tdo..
tp xleyh..
aq col dyer,,
n hrap dyer ad kptsnnyer..
tp dyer xd..
sore 2 aq wndu cgt...
aq wndu dyer..
im cry again..
aq bnci nges..
cz aq wase bnde 2 lemah...
tp memg aq x snggop nk trime cmue ni...
aq mggigil ag...
aq kwal..
aq ngmok kt blik smbil air mte aq kua...................................

aq x cnter aen...
aq cnter eby...
cnter eby sowg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hnye dyer lam idup aq..
tp aq adew k lam idup dyer?
aq wjud ag k lam idup dyer..
aq tbring...
air mte aq kua laju jew...
hmmmmmmm....
aq snyum..\
memg ptot aq kne mcm nie..

aq bngon...
aq amik bju y eby kc,...
aq tgk pic eby..
sayu aq mse 2...
aq cium pic eby...
ktew still bsme k syg?
law aq kt dpn dyer..
aq snggop mryu...
aq nk dyer tme aq alek..
gve me scnd chance............
aq x nk wat ag...

kejmnyer aq wat dyer mcm ni...
np aq musnh kn cmue y aq bna dgn dyer...
knp aq ni??
aq ni cpl dyer..
tp tgmak aq wat dyer mcm 2...
mne aq lettk ksetiaan dyer lam dri aq/...
aq sdar k x slme ni dyer tman aq...
dyer jge aq...
evrythng prfect..
but aen???
dyer juz maen kn aq...
lemhkn aq dgn air mte dyer...
aq ponk kalah...
aq pcye...
tp cmue 2 pnipu...........
aq bia dyer maen kn aq..
cmpai bnde ni blaku..........

in that night...
she accept me again...
tp aq tao dyer x mgkin lpe sgle y aq wat kat dye..
memg prit tok trme...
msih ad cnte tok aq k lam dri dyer..
dyer tme aq tp aq wase dyer lyn aq cm kwn..
nothng special...
tp aq diam...
aq tme..
aq tme p dyer nk hkum aq...
asalkn dyer tme aq..
wlaupn dyer nk ad cpl laen o nk wat bnde y sme kat aq...
aq try tme..
tahla...
dyer akn blas k mcm y aq wat kat dyer?
staon lbey ag k...
tahla...

ummmm...........
in my head says..
apsal la aq gni?
apsal la aq wat dyer nges??
np aq x tolak ain mlm 2?
knp aq bia?

hmmmmm.....
dyer tme aq blik k pas aq wat cmue ni kat dyer???
aq redho dyer mintk pts..
tp aq xnk?

in that night..
aq lom ckp papew..
tp aq dh nges..
tyme c dyer nges cz wndu faz..
tbe2 aty aq sayu...
aq pk..
law aq gtaw dyer..
msti dyer nges cm skunk..
t'esak2...
agk2 msti hncur psaaan dyer..
ptot k aq gtaw dye??
tp aq tao dyer nk clash t..
tp aq xnk tpu dyer??
argh!!!!
aq x tao nk wat kptsn p...

but..
i hve decide to bgtaw evrythng.
n tbe2 ade air y kua dr mate aq..
np kua air mte ni??
ya Allah..
cmner aq nk gtaw dyer.........?but
i told her evrythng...
aq nges..
n dye tdiam..


after i told her..
dyew maki aq...
tp aq xmrah..
aq tme cmue 2..
aq dg agk bnde 2 akn jd..
tp aq xleh tme tyme dye gtaw
*ktew clash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
mse 2 aq wase tncion cgt!
apsal aq wat g2??
aq tdiam..
mkin bnyk air mte y kua........

i love her so much!!!
aq xnk pisah................................
tp ni cmue slh aq...
aq tkot dyer tggal kn aq..'
aq tkot x dqaq lg dyer ktawe..
mnje dgn aq..
ishhh..
aq wase bodoh cgt!!!!!!!!!!!!

aq dh maen kn psaan dyer...

aq x tao nk wtpe..
i miss her..
miss syg..
miss aq pnyer wife,......
isya...
my heart..

but could she accept me again..
after i do all this???

smtg happen... im died. :(

smlm..
tgh aku epy bgyot ngn dy..
tbe2 aku nges..
sbb aku rindu sgt2 kwn aku yg bname faz.....
sbb faz da mcm lupe kwn..
aku cdey cgt..
sbb nnt lg 2 ary ary jadi dy....
aku tmbh2 cdey sbb aku mcj n mskol faz tp dy xbls.......
ummmmmmmmmmm.
mcm tu k kwn???
:(

then tibe2...
buah aty aku.....*
dy nges smbl gtw....
*if dady gtw mumy mct mumy mntk clash.....
mule2 aku xdga aO....
aku gelak2.....
*haaa?? xdga la dady!!! huhuhu.
dy pon ulang ag ayt uh....
then aku poN da menyirap........
*baik bgthu!!! ape bnde??!!!
*dady nanak bgthu ... sbb nnt mumy mct nk clash..
* baik dady bgthu!!! mumy bilang smapi 5!! xbgthu mmy off hp!! 1......2...........
*mmy...... sbnanyer aen cium ddy mce mlm tuh......

what the fuck???????????????????
*aku nges2......
dy pon nges2.......
*dlm aty aku...
dy tipu aku. aku benci.aku benci btine uh!!
then aku mawa2...
*bodoh!! aku setie ngn ko tp nie aku dpt????
*my...........dy mntk maap my......
bnde tuh cepat........
*ko diam!!! ape lg ko buat ngn btine uh??!!!!
*mlm last tuh kteowg jumpe. lam pkul 12 lbh.then mama kol soh alik.then dy kdpn n truz kish. then tgn dy nk rbe ats dy tp dy tpis....
pas2 dy trik tgn dy ltk kat ats dy...
tp.............
ddy xwat ape pon...
*aku nges2....
lam pkran aku..
berbaloi ker aku setie slame nieyh??
nie yg aku dpt?
*aku saba ... aku nges.. tp hnye Allah yg thu aty aku....
*ape lg kowg buat??? jujur ngn aku....
*mce ddy nk alik.. ddy kish dy...
*mane ko kish???!!!!
*pp dy mmy....

aku terdiam... aku dga dy nges.... aku jadi sayu.. tp dlm mce yg same aku sakit aty..
aku pon...
*kite clash argh!!!!!!!!!!!
*mmy...ddy mntk maap mmy.. ddy xnk my....plsss......
*aku terdiam.....
tp aku nges.......
n aku diam...

da lame pas tu....
aku off hp........
mcj skjp....
then dy soh kol..
*plss my.. kol...
*bb mntk maap my..
*plssssssssss..
* aku kol la dy............
ckp2....
aku pon sakit dada...
tp aku xbgthu dy..
juz aku anta mcj
*jap,toilet..
*aku muntah....
pale aku png...
tp aku diam an.
aku gagah an dri nie.
bincang ngn dy...
last2..
aku buat kptsn...
* ddy.. kite jdi kwn.... ad jodoh.. kite akn bsame....
tp kite ley gune pggln mcm kapel dulu....
n bukti an yg awk syg syer ddy....

*ddy xnak.. ddy ttp nk status kapel.... ddy xnak mmy!! xnak...
aku diam....................
aku pk.............
hummmmmmmmmmm.
oke.
*ikt ddy la. mmy srbut cgt...

*then aku ltk fon.. b4 tuh ad byk gak la yg aku bual an,bincang an...
*mcj dr dy.. bdn mgggl.....
aku rsau giler.. sbb aku thu dy.. dy xley tension...
antibodi dy lmah..
aku tkt cgt jadi pape kat dy...
* aku kol dy....
soh dy rest.....
sore dy lmah cgt...
then dy tidur..

aku keseorgn lgi mlm tuh....
aku terkejut ngn ape jadi.. tbe2 aku pk...
mcm mne la if aku clash ngn dy?
sape nk jage die ?
nnt dy ad masalah...
sape nk teman dy?
nnt dy rindu aku,sape nk manje2 an dy?
nnt dy xtaw buat keje umah,sape nk tlg dy??
mcm2 aku pk...

akhrnyer....
aku da jadi iesya yg lain...
aty aku keras....
da mcm batu..
ary nie aku xckp aku rindu dy.
*tp lam aty.. giler aku rindu!!!

ummmmmmm.
ape nak jadi ngn hbgn kite????

*iesya_miryana*

syEr x taO nk cKp pew wAk...
syEr tmE laW awK nk ClaSh.......
2 je sYer leYh ckP..
cz i noE itS my FAulT..
wlAupoNk syEr xsEdr p sY WAt tymE 2..

yeS..
u cn gVe me a cHncE buT i noE u cAnt 4gEt..
n bb pOnk x nK amIk rsIko y Awk xkN AkeT atY aG..lAw ktE cPl alEk..

syEr tmE pe poNk kPtsAn awK.

joE n iSya..........
lovE cpl..
taH dapT btaHan ag O x............

awak.

xda ape lagi yang mampu sy ungkap an selain dr saye cdh cgt2..
bukan awak jerk yg mengalir an air mate.
tp syer awk??
awk xpk syer ker?
sy xnak tls byk2.
sbb ape syer tls skalipon xkan dpt gambar an ape yg sayer rse.

awk ingt x?
syer gode awk,tp awk lari.
sy buat mcm dak gurl tu buat awk tumbuk saye?
did u remember tht?


tp.
knp awk?
knp syer kene lalui sume nie?

knp syer kene rse sume nie?

biler dy buat.
awk ley bia an.
awk ley diam an.
sdp la ponpuan tuh buat kat awk.
sdp la awk rse an???

alasan awk?
awk da terbese?

awak.
sethn lbh kite kapel.
syer setia ngn awk..
y not awk jge bnde tu bg phak syer??

hummmm
nth la awk...
syer nk clash...
tp syer syg awk.
syer cinte awk..

syer sggp bg awk peluang tp syer tkt bende ni tjdi lagi.
n biler syer bg peluang skalipon syer tkat syer yg xdpt nk lupe an.
akhrnyer hbgn kite jgk yg xoke.
ummmm
ape ptt sy buat aw??
syer xda JAWAPAN sebenrnyer...............

aty syer da ancor awak..
mcm kace yg pecah.
awk kene thu yg ini.....
syer da xda perasaan kot..
aty syer kosong....

k la awk.
hope awk bce sume nie.
bye.
tc.
love u.
:(